Happily Ever After

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Fall in love, Be passionate and fearless, listen to your heart, be thoughtful and generous, believe in yourself and other people, be spontaneous and impulsive, find reasons to smile, stay loyal to your friends, pray everyday, laugh often, make memories and never take life and those you love for granted, crank up the music and hit the dirt roads, serve your community, sing and dance to your favorite silly songs. This is your Happily Ever After!

No Fear 

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The thing that our Christian faith promises us is we have a God who is willing to enter into our situation. The Bible says that Jesus became human and experienced a full human life. He did this so that He could bring us out of our dark, sinful lives and into the glorious plan that God has for us. Think about what this means! Right now, your God is walking with you even in your most difficult circumstance. You don’t need to fix it before you go to God. He will come to you and be with you. He will make sure you get through alright. There is nothing to fear. 1 John 4:1(NIV)There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.

Truth Contest 

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You will be hated by everyone because of My name. But the one who endures to the end will be delivered. (‭Matthew‬ ‭10‬:‭22‬ HCSB)Jesus never promised that following the right path would be easy, in truth there are a few times when he warned over how hard it would be. One scripture is above, so many ppl are so overly concerned about “being liked” “being popular” never wanting to speak up in truth because you are AFRAID of what others think.

I’m not saying be rude about what you believe but you can speak truth in love without being rude. You will have moments when ppl come against you simply for being a Christian, it comes with the territory, stop whining and just deal with it and know that God is near you and he is proud of you for standing, even when you stood alone, YOU stood for him. He will honor you for choosing him and his path over the popularity game that we call life. You have a choice, whom do you serve? God or People. 

Choose Wisely 

Brewster 

Whispers In The Wind

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I wanted to share a moment I had today with this song. I know probably everyone has heard it at some point. I want you to listen to it again. Listen to the words and I want you to vision the lost ppl around you, family, friends, co-workers, the lady working the register at Circle K, the young lady in Walmart that looks full of anger, and hurt… there are so many things and ppl around us that went through my mind when I was listening to this song. Then I had a flash back from about 5 years ago, It was probably 3 or 4 am, I was sitting outside on the steps, I was drunk and listening to this song. I remember listening to this song over and over again, actually several drunk nights I ended up around Godly stuff. See at this time I had recently walked away from everything I knew, my brother had died and it turned my world upside down, my two teenage boys were acting up, to the point where I cried almost every night, I was working 2 jobs, trying to be the best mom I could be because my kids were my world,  in church, in a small group, trying MY hardest to do this God thing.

Even being in church I was dying a self-induced spiritual death, I was dying because I wouldn’t let anyone fully in, yes including God, or should I say ESPECIALLY God. I knew of God, I knew I pretty much believed in him, I had seen miracles in my life, Angels when I was near death several times, so I knew he was real. I just didn’t think he was for me… I didn’t think that he loved me. I mean, come on… If he had loved me, he never would have let me go through everything I have been through. Almost no one knows my full story but there had been lots of pain and very close encounters toward death. I flipped when my brother died, left church, left my small group, stop talking to ppl from church, funny thing is?? It was my way of protecting them, I knew I was slipping bad, all I wanted to do was drink, party, numb the pain. ALL the pain, an entire life of doing the “so called right things” and having it screw me over. I loved my girls, the hardest thing was walking away from them but I couldn’t chance taking them down with me, so I vanished. One day im gonna finally sit and write about all of this for ppl but until then…. Anyway, drunk listening to this song.. wanna know the weird part? Even though I had walked away from church, from God… I often wondered if anyone “Heard Me” did anyone truly understand the pain, lost, hopelessness that I felt inside?

Let me ask you the same thing I asked myself today… Do you hear them??? Do you??? Do you hear the cries for help, the screams of desperation for a way out, a plea for hope…. Do you hear her???? OR have you become so comfortable in “doing life” that you have forgotten where you came from? Have you forgotten how broken you were before someone shared Gods love with you, before someone SHOWED you GODS LOVE. Let me tell you who did that for me, Pastor Shannon Richard. She showed me unconditional God love, through every drunk text message, through every hangover. She never gave up encouraging me, She never grew tired of reminding me of Gods plan for me. My life and who I am has changed because of God and because of 2 women, Shannon Richard and my amazing mentor Tasha Guidry. They invested God’s love into me. Who are you investing God’s love into??? We talk about changing the world, but what part are you playing in the change?? We pay things forward, acts of kindness, which I love love love doing, but how about paying forward ministering to someone who is lost and broken???

You want change in your life??? Then get Radical about God’s Love!! Wake UP, OPEN YOUR EYES, & BE THE CHANGE.

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Cinderella’s Truth

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We have heard the fairytale a million times 

 As a young girl you would dress up and dance in circles pretending to be Cinderella on the night of the ball… 
As a young lady you would drift off into an amazing daydream of the Prince taking your hand and captivating you with a love that would take your world by storm.. 
As a woman you heard his perfect words, you got lost in his touch and you innocently gave your heart expecting him to be the hero that would rescue you from every heartache and would take you to the world of happily ever after… 
As Cinderella you learned there are no perfect words, no heroes, only jaded boys in the body of men and that happily ever after was a myth told to young girls sparking a belief in fairy tale love. 
See Cinderella believed in the myth of love, the idea that this perfect man would come to her, rescue her and love her in a way only she knew she desired.. She believed the fantasy only to crash and burn when she saw the reality of her love hidden fantasy.
She gave up on love, every fantasy, every longing, every desire she through by the wayside as she walked through the coldness of night alone. 
She lived on strength that gotten her though a trivial life, she pushed harder became stronger and she finally began to heal from the damage done to her heart. Tears became smiles, she learned to see herself and love herself, she learned to start living again. 
She stumbled upon this man one day who seemed quite ordinary. 

Only as she got to know him she realized he wasn’t ordinary at all. 

He had the heart of a Prince, the soul of a warrior and smile of a school boy that distracted her in ways that made her heart skip a beat. 
He was a man of honor, a man of dignity, with the passion of a lion and the sweetness of a dove. He taught her the true meaning of love.
 He taught her that Happily Ever After wasn’t a myth, that it was the love of two souls connected from a God above. It was two people living in unison and loving with passion, that it was laughter and giggles on a sunny day, it was quite nights cuddling under the stars, it was breath taking slow dances in the rain with kisses that held the promise of forever. It was two hearts promising to catch the other if one would ever fall. 
Cinderella’s Truth is what should be told to young girls when telling the story of a love from a Prince. 

Never Alone 

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God has never called anyone to a task and then abandoned him or her by the side of the road. If we fear what God wants us to do, our perspective needs adjusting so that we focus not on the size of the job but on the size of God.God has a consistent promise to accompany us on the journey. He never says, “You go, and I’ll wait here for you.” He says, “Let’s go. I’m right beside you.”

Eyes Of The Heart

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King David is the perfect example that we cannot “out-sin” Gods ability to forgive.I started reading Beth Moore’s A HEART LIKE HIS: Intimate reflections on the life of David. I love love love David. He was soooo HUMAN!!!!! He loved God and yet failed him often BUT even in his failure he would get down on his knees SHAMELESS and beg for God’s forgiveness, He would beg for God’s help. I think his story is a great example of our own human lives and God’s unfailing love for us.

“1 Samuel 16:7 – The Lord said to Samuel, “Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. The Lord does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart. “

How often do we miss out on what God has for us being we are so busy paying attention to the “outward appearance” of things???

God see’s and knows your heart. Trust him today. Know that he will use you despite all the “personal flaws” that you see daily.

Brewster  

 

 

Wisdom Genie 

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(1 Kings‬ ‭3‬:‭5-9‬ NLT)

That night the LORD appeared to Solomon in a dream, and God said, “What do you want? Ask, and I will give it to you!” Solomon replied, “You showed great and faithful love to your servant my father, David, because he was honest and true and faithful to you. And you have continued to show this great and faithful love to him today by giving him a son to sit on his throne. “Now, O LORD my God, you have made me king instead of my father, David, but I am like a little child who doesn’t know his way around. And here I am in the midst of your own chosen people, a nation so great and numerous they cannot be counted! Give me an understanding heart so that I can govern your people well and know the difference between right and wrong. For who by himself is able to govern this great people of yours?” 

James 1:5-8 (NLT)

If you need wisdom, ask our generous God, and he will give it to you. He will not rebuke you for asking. But when you ask him, be sure that your faith is in God alone. Do not waver, for a person with divided loyalty is as unsettled as a wave of the sea that is blown and tossed by the wind. Such people should not expect to receive anything from the Lord. Their loyalty is divided between God and the world, and they are unstable in everything they do. 

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If God would grant any wish, would you ask for wisdom? Solomon did. The Bible promises in James 1 that God gives wisdom when you ask. Think of an area of your life where you really need God’s kind of wisdom, and ask for it.

Brewster 

My El Shaddai 

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This morning I read Ps 91, when you get a chance today I want you to read it, the Amplified & Message are the best!! 
Here’s Psalm 91:1 1-13 

“You who sit down in the High God’s presence,spend the night in Shaddai’s shadow,Say this: “God, you’re my refuge.I trust in you and I’m safe!”That’s right—he rescues you from hidden traps,shields you from deadly hazards.His huge outstretched arms protect you—under them you’re perfectly safe;his arms fend off all harm.Fear nothing—not wild wolves in the night,not flying arrows in the day,Not disease that prowls through the darkness,not disaster that erupts at high noon.Even though others succumb all around,drop like flies right and left,no harm will even graze you.You’ll stand untouched, watch it all from a distance,watch the wicked turn into corpses.Yes, because God’s your refuge,the High God your very own home,Evil can’t get close to you,harm can’t get through the door.He ordered his angelsto guard you wherever you go.If you stumble, they’ll catch you;their job is to keep you from falling.You’ll walk unharmed among lions and snakes,and kick young lions and serpents from the path. ”

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How amazing to know when we sit in the shadow of the Almighty his grace and mercy cover us. He even directs us! “Call out to me, God!! El Shaddai!! You are my refuge!! In you I am safe!!”

This is standing on Gods Promises!! It’s reminding yourself daily to stand, sit, kneel, cuddle, in the presence of YOUR almighty God, your covering! And when you do so, you build a relationship of trust with YOUR God!! Knowing he will protect you! Knowing he will send his Angels to stand guard over you!! His Angels to catch you so you don’t stumble into sin! 

This morning take time to call out to El Shaddai! Adoni! And watch him protect your life and protect your thoughts today! 

Brewster 

 

Searching For Angels

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Sitting alone in my room…. curtains are down… darkness surrounds me… thoughts screaming through my head… hot tears streaming down my face…. my eyes have shown me… I’m not free from this pain I carry inside… My heart is in this prison…. in a box made of glass…. It feels little strength anymore…. it can no longer understand it’s task…. a pure heart with too many scars… jaded from life’s journeys… hopes and dreams have been torn apart….. My hands fall below my head…. my voice is numb from heartfelt cries… my soul is searching for Angels to heal this pain inside…. my desperate aches begging for grace…. cover me with your wings so I might recognize my own face….. My breath is carved from your hand… your reflection still in my eyes…. your voice still loud in my head…. singing the song of the stars…. my dreams are a hiding place….. my fingers playing upon your face…..

I hear an angels voice…. it follows the harmony of a harp…. I feel so alone and abandoned….. praying for comfort from this angel is like looking for love in a drop of rain…. I know this comfort I do not deserve….. The kindness I’ve served to others is my only plea…. please… please dear god…. hear me and help me in this time of need…. I know I’m nothing special…. I’m simply a servant looking for a reason to exist…. my love is sacrificial and unconditional to those in need…. I’m not perfect… But my heart has always been to change the lives of others…. with a kind word… a sweet smile…. giving away sunshine so that others may gleam inside…. I have no sunshine left to give…. my words come out in a whisper….. there is no smile on my face…. I feel like a tree with no leaves…. learning again to give people what they need to see…. spending my nights in tears because there is no happiness left inside of me…. I search for angels all through the day…. a life to touch… a heart to help…. hoping it will bring me closer to whom I used to be….. I sit by the water and wonder if my time has been wasted…. maybe I am as foolish as some people say….

Life isn’t as simple as I try to believe… infact looking at it can make it seem quite mean…. the only thing I know how to do is love…. but it’s never what I seem to get in return…. The loyalty I show is so easily thrown away….
My love is taken for granted…. maybe it just wasn’t enough…. everything I do in life seems wrong… no matter the turn I take it keeps leading me back to this place…. I’m starting to forget what it felt like to smile for real…. I look at the sky and it’s so pretty and blue…. I miss feeling special…. I must learn to live with this pain but I have no idea how…. I have to find a way to make people believe my tears have stopped… My walls are paper thin and I’m losing hope in myself…. I’m searching for Angels night and day to help me…. please God if you still love me… please help my hope in life and love keep breathing… it was my best gift to give when I was alive….

Send Angels to help me remember everyday…. it’s not me that matters anymore…. my heart should only want to help those in need…. thinking of myself is so very selfish indeed… Please give me strength to keep searching for angels…. for they are my example of how to live… how to love…. how to be a better me…